lol i was just online and i saw someone with the nick 'i love volleyball girls' come online.
then i clicked on it, thinking tt it might be jd since he had this joke with jaya
then i realised tt it's weihao.
just then his nick was changed to 'wtf bolt - see if you dare to look around during finals' or sth lidat.
then i saw it changed again to 'wtf bolt - sorry bolt, you dared to celebrate 15m before line. sorry bolt, i'll lick your spikes if you allow me to'
lol i was super amused cause just at tt time, i was watching the news on bolt's victory.
hahah bolt was super proud of his golden shoesxD

i wanted to send photos to chensin for the cls montage, but it's taking way way way too long to upload
):
but luckily most of the pics we took tt day were with adeline's cam,
mine got none of the four of us ):
shall go adeline's lj kop!
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kop dao le!

sisters! 1-2-3-4, hi-5! *piak!*


jd acting cute and -.-
i dun mean -.- as in diao, but -.- as in the expression -.-
xD
lol

we were planning to watch the tt match btw singapore and korea
but the ft uncle refused to on the tv, then in the end, he finally on it and made us miss the first match tt singapore won ):
the ft was totally packed with pple and everyone was cheering at every point li jiawei got and jeering/sighing at every point lost.
the rarely-seen singapore spirit was super strong tt day, like how we were all so concerned with singapore's performance in olympics.
weiguo and i were like commenting tt such spirit comes once in 4 yrs LOL.
though we lost in the end and everyone was super pissed tt we lost the game we could've won, it was still a great game cos jw put up an extremely tough fight.
it was 3-2 to korea.
BUT we got into finals in the end! thanks to feng tianwei!! woohoo!!
ahahhaahahah i'm so gna watch tml's tonight's finals! xD

lol during the match, i was smsing to lynn wadever was going on at the match, thinking tt she was just standing outside listening to the game.
then i realised after the match, she was actually at tkd rm there and reporting word for word every thing i smsed to the rest! lol she oso reported my last words 'shit lost..'
hahahah!
wish jy happy bdae, took one photo then went off in search of my bottle and came back and left again cos lynn wanna go (dun wanna eat cake!)
lol

went wei's house today to teach math. was supposed to reach there at 10, i woke up at 11plus.. ):
got there, gave her an impromptu math paper which she got A2 for and got super frustrated teaching her graph ):
i make a bad bad tuition tcher, i'll just kill whoever's taught by me out of frustration. sigh~
reached home, did nth much but abit of distri and went online (:
shall go spying now!
^^

it was a looooooooong morning on fri morning..
i thought it would nvr end ):

went to sch for celevrations, sat next to tw and ad during the parade.
tw totally spammed us with info on the diff marching stuff, like punishment for slping while standing there in squad(LOL), how he was a guard of honour, how bad the commander was at giving commands and blah..
actually it's not tt boring, quite interesting really.
at least more than the parade itself. LOL

then went back to cb and jd and ad went mia, leaving me with tw and peiwen and the rest of the cls.
i was super bored in the hall, though our cls did try to be gl and sang along with some of the national day songs,
tt part was entertaining though i did try to distance myself away from them
hahaah! :D
then came the performances,
cheerleading!
apollo was not bad, like qutie entertaining with tt act-nerd guy doing the super retro dances like, moving all parts of your body, 'cept for the body abd hips LOL.
chan mali chan was super memorable! ahahahah! shake legs and comb hair actions!
he was the only interesting performer sadly.
then was athena, it's so sian, i dn rmb wad it was.
magic trick: quite interesting but the magician is obviously not well-liked
lol
and he only did 2 tricks and wasted so much time..
-.-
then artemis cheerleading,
they sang this song by hossen leong which apparently tw noes the tune to.
one of the guys dancing in the middle was quite cute!
mad one, i pointed him out to mar during dance night LOL.
i rmb thinking tt the performance was super short like one song and it's over..
but then came the cheer..
zomg. they shouldn't have included it in.
the performers are not enthu and the audience feels malu..
tsk tsk..
then ares,
they're so professional with it, i feel paiseh for them.
like everyone took the cheerleading thing so lightly and they actually went to put in so much effort.
and they sure win one la lol.

i left after the ares performance cos tor sai was late alr, and ad and jd were not there then i felt sian cos tw was like zi-highing with the rest of the cls and i was feeling a little out liao..
so i left, and began this loooooooooong journey to the cip place.

we left via high sch so we've walked like a considerable dist alr.
then when we reached there, we're obviously late and everyone left.
then zj made lots of calls and we even walked under the HOT HOT HOT sun
AROUND the bishan sports hall to find out tt were not supposed to be there LOL :/
then like after walking for forever, we finally stopped and talked to some gp leader and there took our attendance.
then we slacked.
like seriously slacked, doing nth and just sitting there (facing away from the sun of cos), zj even suggested playing cards and tor sai was excited -.-
but we din play in the end and we even left early w/o waiting for the peeps to take the pledge.
and i finally ate my lunch after being starved for so loooooong lol
shared ppc with tor sai and we walked ard j8 for an hour or so.
i kept forcing her to buy this skirt
it's quite cheap for esprit at 19 bucks only! but she refused.. ):
soon after we went home..

that ended my sian morning. lol like so many things happened within such a short time, i din even mention the details of our looooong walk.

tor sai:'i stood under the sun for so long and i din turn darker at all!'
sai:'ARGH! i avoided the sun and i'm darker than b4!!'
T.T

argh have been quite busy for the past week.
like hw and hw and dno-how-to-do hw..
)):
esp phy.. i suck at it despite my results..
i dn understand the concepts i was just lucky..
)):
i felt quite sian this past week probly cos of the stress i'm starting to feel
then i sort of passed it on to other pple..
sorry!
*am reminded of tornado's blog entry: emo is disgusting!*
arghhhh!!!!!!
sometimes i just can't help feeling lidat..
like wad tor said, emoing causes others to feel emo too and make them feel sad then they'll dislike hanging ard you..
then you'll emo even more ='(
it's a vicious cycle..
so tt's why i should stay happy!
like how mar made herself stay happy despite her unhappiness!
lol i should learn from her!
or maybe i should just slp more..
slping makes me happy! and less sian, less sian = less emo, happier!
(((: smile smile smile!

just spent another afternoon writing and designing adeline and angelique's books.
i pasted more stuff in angelique's cos it's like a trend in her book lol
and i oso followed adeline's book's trend: looooooong letter writing style!
hahahaha

went for accapella 'listen now!' on thurs
the first group wasn't tt good but the rest were much much better!
esp the last group, jamaica's cafe(?), like so fun and funny! xD
i like anton's voice!! it's SUPER mesmerising!!
mar and i got totally absorbed into his voice!!
lol mar even commented tt i've got a stone look after listening to them.
they sang several songs tt i knew.
though i dun really rmb the names of the songs, i rmb being struck by how wonderful they sound.
onionhead emoticon: ahh~~
LOL
reached home at like 11, slpt at 1 plus and woke up at 4 plus to bathe..
Z.Z
totally went ZOMBIE the next day..
luckily i took 151 home, cos i slpt all the way to the interchange!
told ya, i need slp or i'll sian diao!

lol guoqi smsed ytd, asking if he can write in my book.
i was like ??? then i made the link tt he's with jd since they're sortof macs studying partners.
lol when i went to bed, they're still studying away..
stargazers -.-

Today...
give a stranger one of your smiles
it might be the only sunshine he sees all day...

lol i've decided to post today after all..


the 'shuyuan' pg is made using my bro's KUTZ machine! nice~




it doesn't exactly look symmetrical..




remix of twinkle twinkle little star! too bad cannot really see the words..
go take a look at his book!




i wrote those words..


i drew the spidey web!


the border of the red paper was slightly burnt, i did it :D
nice effect ((:


closet mugger!


worm:'kamikazee!'
*flies*
*splat!*

wah.. had the NCTs ytd so spent almost the entire day in sch.
shouldn't hv gone for the physics one..
i expect myself to fail after taking it.. ):
the chem one is better, i saw some H3 qns! LOL
then after tt, went to the dance studio, which was unlocked, and played music and camwhore for a while.
it was fun! playing with the bars there and gossiping abt pple :P

i spent like the whole of last night and almost the entire afternoon doing one thing - decorating shuyuan's autograph book -.-
cos he commented tt wadever i wrote in tingwei's book was scribblish and i'm pissed >=(
so i've decided to do lots of stuff for his book to prove him wrong!
and of cos, i had my rare artistic moments and, tgt with my bro's KUTZ machine, i've made his book v v nice!
i've taken some photos and shall post next time! (:

omg.. such a sudden and weird request..
O.o
like i thought it's sth else but it turn out to be this..
lol
shall go have dinner now (:

yayee!! going shopshop on fri with ly and mar and gang!!
woohoo!! i'm so gna buy sth to make myself happy!
esp after the horrible blocks..

lolol gna get back last paper tml, gp compre.
i'm so so so dead.
mar says she got killed by the qns, instead of the summary and the AQ.
i think i'll get zhammed by all three..
wahahah
i'm so gna get US
lolol

woke up late this morning!
at 630, my bro ask me wasn't i supposed to go to sch?
then i was like SHIT. GG-fied.
lol
then i blah blah blah and did wadever i did and rushed down to the busstop.
i must have had missed the bus cos i waited for like 10 min for the bus
and it refused to come!
):
reached sch at ard 8
then saw adeline and jiada walking towards canteen and i was damn shocked
O:
then they told me A Ho wanted to take our break tml to return us our compre cos he hasn't finished marking.
should've known.. no wonder he has to rush, we have to check eveyrthing by thur and our next gp lesson is on thur lol
just like phy having to return today.
anw, i confessed to mr kwek abt being late today and got my first demerit point!
should i frame it up or sth? hahah!
he quite kind la, giving me only late and not Very Late lol
mar complained abt mr kwek being so nice :P

omg.. i was just looking through the photos i've taken since sec3 and i recalled all the wonderful memories we had..
esp the section photos! argh! i miss them!! ))':
shall have a section outing like after A's!
haha and i saw all the prom photos.. i realised how fat i was then..
though i'm probly fatter now.
i'm my thinnest in sec 3 la so i look better in the older photos :P
shall start my diet tml!
get adeline to diet with me! :P
hahah i also saw photos of mar and lynn with their braces on!
lol it looks funny on them now..
i saw ttj's cute hairdo on prom night, lynn's purple scarf(?) and mar's low-cut dress! hahaha..
it's fun looking through all those photos, they bring back wonderful memories..
shall start taking lots of photos with mar they all and sisterhood and cls peeps
so tt next time i've got sth to reminisce (:
but then again, my cam's flash seems to be spoiled.. ):

A triplet of Babies here with US.
tt probly sum up my grades for blocks.

anw, i dno wad happened to my sakura buffet photos.. ):

woohoo! just changed my blogskin again!
it's so cute! wahahahah
i've got cuter ones maybe i can like rotate them..
LOL

din cut my hair after all haha
my mum told me not to..
i realised tt i took quite long for my hair to growth to this length and if i cut, it'll just go back to being qiao and all.
so i've decided not to cut!
(:

borrowed two books today!
both are trashy books but i like!
hahah i seriously need a breather after blocks..
speaking of blocks, we're getting back chem tml
O.O
and i'm not gna be there!
got dental.. wad colours should i get?
hahah i dun seem to be tt worried for chem LOL
cos like wad gen tan likes to say, it's alr cast in stone.
hahah

hmm i think i'm getting quite sian of blogs alr,
either tt or i just dun feel the urge to blog abt anything impt in my life.
it's like an open diary, i can't vent and write wadever i want w/o thinking abt the consequences..
please like i'll gossip abt anyone here..
actually, i will MUAHAHAHA
but i shall not.
haiyo, no wonder everytime i blog, i turn emo
sai..

haha forgot to blog abt kbox tt day,
as we've complained time and again, it's super uber ex.
+ on top of the movie and KFC lunch, i'm officially broke.
and ytd tkd JTS for exco we spent like near 10 bucks each..
T.T wo po le.. i'm broke.
LOL

ytd went for the PCS thing and got quite a few bags of 'goodies'
ok tt's not the main purpose but ya, i like those notebooks (:
hmm, i'm quite interested in IES and will probly consider SPRING too
since they give out like 20 per annum while the others are damn rare at 5 per yr ):
i should've gone for the JTC talk instead of AGD,
AGD is like sian totally.
heard from mar tt MAS is like wah gao gao zai shang de gan jue, unreachable, unattainable.
which is wad i expected since it IS the central bank of Singapore..
-.-
after the talks, we were famished.
we din get to eat the food tt we imagined there to have.. ):
both mar's and my stomach growled during the talks!
luckily no one heard mine, but someone SO heard hers!
*stares*
wahahahah!!
ok we went for lunch at MS foodcourt, mar and i shared this malay grill chicken set which tasted delicious! and chewy hahaha!
ttj bought this malay beef ball with rice thing and lynn ate 'chao ta' claypot.
i tried lynn's, it tasted just like how it lookedxP
then went to meet val and we went over to SG flyer!
lol i rmb commenting abt how come the ferris wheel nvr moves and lynn clarified tt actly, it does, very slowly.
then mar commented on the same thing again LOL.
we ate desserts at jalanpeno or however you spell it.
the oreo ice cream was just wad i wanted! the mango one was nice too!! ((:
we took several photos which i'm too lazy to upload now :P
then we went to take photo with subliming CO₂ and a flowing pool of H₂O xP
once again, photos next time.

then JTS at Shokudo! it's just like marche that time only it's mostly jap food there.
we ate jap pizza, some unagi omelette and banana choco crepe!
i was quite full alr so lynn and mar went on to eat rosti which i ate at marche!
played some bridge which i won in all the games, some daiti i lost
then off to take more pics and arcade!
lol we got zh excited abt playing shooting games at the arcade.
lynn and mar played initial D twice! i thought the route for initial D looks quite easy :P but i din play.
throughout the course of us walking through MS and citylink, i realised tt tkd pple are quite good at lagging, even worse than ttj..
they lag as a grp and then just wander off by themselves if they couldn't catch up LOL
the 3 of us have to go back and look for them several times.
hmm i think it's mar, she walks too fast, see the evidence on her legs XD
wahahah!!
dun kill me! :P

then there's tkd grading today!
i totally screwed up my pattern! ahahah
abit i was doing the first move, then 2nd then blah.. then when i face the front, i was like blank,
shit wad was i doing?
then i totally have to bring my mind back to focus or i'll just start doing ojang LOL
redid my pattern once but still faltered abit esp at the easy stances part, i did fwd.
hmm it's ok la, at least i can still laugh abt it, just dun laugh at me in my face can liaoxP
went off to lib to teach lynn sampling, or tried to since neither brought GC lol
then gave up and started talking hahaha.
then went home after tt.
i bought greentea which reminded me of the rope burns tt i got from all the goodie-bag-carrying ):
gta thank val, chris, zy and yz for helping us carry the bags at diff pts of time.
THANK YOU!
lynn, sometimes it's ok to take advg of your frens get help from them, we're there for you and you there for us! XD

i'm probly cutting my hair tml O.O
gta ask the person dun layer too much, ltr qiao like siao again..
hahah..

hmm.. so many things to blog abt, it's gna be a long post for me to spam!

i've seriously misplaced my trust.. on ADELINE. -.-
argh argh argh argh!
nehmind, for more details, read her lj..

shall not crap abt how much i've studied and my studying process since bt2 is over lol.
shall crap abt how i'm so gna fail GP and EC again..
...
i'm so gna fail them both *nods*
got back math paper today, did better than i thought, i screwed up qn 12 as i thought hahah..
at least i got one mark! xP

gen tan gave us a pep talk today, more like a scaring session :/
we've only 55 days left till prelims and this thought left me quite emo for awhile after EC tutorial esp since i din really understand IT
T.T
tt's why i wasn't TT happy when i got back math the following lesson..
now i'm getting emo again -.-
getting gd grades at math is crap.. wad i really wanna do well at are GP and EC and i shall self-quote: " i'm so gna fail GP and EC again.."
argh..

the scholarship thing today made me realise tt i really really dno wad i want.
i look at tingwei and adeline, both of them were like "i'm going for this talk and tt one."
but i'm like, wad's this? wad does it do?
i feel pekcek just asking those qns.. i STILL dno wad i wanna do..
ttj we're in the same boat..
):

did some CIP recording on isp today.
realised tt i've got v little hours like 12 only? ji sian.. after 2 yrs and i look back,
i realise tt i've wasted alot of my time doing nth..
this makes me wonder if i'm just gna let my life like waste away next time..
rot my whole life away.. if only i'm a vegetable, at least i'm still useful even when i rot lol.

sometimes, there's just this empty feeling inside tt makes me dun wanna do anything.
empty and sinking feeling, just totally emo i guess.
during such times, i'm only pdtive in blogging lol like now..
is it the post-blocks blues? how come like everyone (aka mar and me) are feeling so sianified and emo?
argh, i think it's just stress.
><

had sparex for the past 3 days.
overall i thought it was fun and tiring, even more tiring than last yr's,
probly cos i'm weaker then last yr haha..
not alot of kicking done compared to last yr, somehow i felt tt last yr was more effective in the sense tt we learned alot of stretching and kicking techniques.
this yr focused more on sparring techniques probly cos last yr we sucked at sparring :P
got closer to some of the juniors and found out tt they're quite fun and crappy to talk to ((:
and ate the revered waffles from canteen 2!
yay! i sparred and scored! lol which was a great improvement from last yr's 0..
all thanks to celestine! hahah
and my contacts of cos.. xP
was damn tired ytd, but i couldn't get back to slp once i woke up from tt bus trip out of ntu ):
wasted the rest of the trip home resting my eyes only..
haha maybe we can go again next yr :P
then they sure ask us if we joining them then i'll say no.. hahaha break their hearts

mum wanted me to go for this karaoke session with my relatives but cos i have to MUG,
i can't go.. and it's quite awkward to go, cos i'll be in a room alone with one other cousin and i'll feel quite paiseh to sing..
then she also wants us to go for this buffet thing in jurong east i think,
this one i'm going cos it's FOOD!
hahahah lol
and i want to check out the place then maybe next time sisterhood can go there since it's close to most of their homes anw.
see how thoughtful and self-sacrificial i am? hahaah
we shall go there to celebrate jiada's and tingwei's shaved heads :P
shall take neoprints too! ahahah!

feel quite sian now..
just now for awhile i felt quite stressed up, like everything's not going well for me right now and i kept eating and eating to relieve my own stress..
i'm growing FAT.
ARGH.

ytd went for co concert!
actly went to buy prezzies first b4 going.
wanted to buy this transparent umbrella tt lynn saw, but din buy, the other day.
but then, there's no more stock!!!
))):
lynn should've been more of an impulse-shopper!! then she would've bought it..
sigh~ hahah
so we bought this white one instead and wrote msgs for her during the concert!
lol
jiada and i wanted to buy sunflowers for her, but tt place only sells it in bouquets, and the stalks are out of stock..
so we bought a lily for her instead! with a fake sunflower!
hahah
the white one is jiada, the pink one is me, the soft-toy one is adeline, and,
the unriped one is tingwei!
wahahahahah!! the whole sisterhood is represented in flower-language!
(:

hahah!! i HAVE to blog this scene.
jiada, lynn and i were having dinner at kfc when, at the corner of my eye, i saw this person wearing a flowery clothing walking past jiada like going to sit next to lynn.
then i looked up, got a shock and totally BAO!!
hahahaha!!
i shall not mention who this person is, she feels paiseh enuff alr.. hahahah!

the concert was not bad overall, at least i din slp (and i was quite tired ok!)
my eyes were damn dry cos of the aircon blowing away behind me.. -.-
i was lucky i din have to smell the lily throughout the whole concert xP
oh ya, the 2nd song i think, the one with 3 parts,
it's IMBA loooooooong!!
tt's the one tt nearly made me slp hahah..
i felt like the whole song was repeated twice over..
O.o
but at least the tune was not bad, didn't spoil the whole concert for me (:

went to give the prezzies to the performers and took lots of pics!!
shall upload once i feel like it.
went home after tt and was quite tired alr.. zz..
lol 2 pple almost simultaneously sent me smses, asking me if i've reached home,
wonder if they've agreed to do so on the train hahaah.

sudden desire to play pokemon..
oh going to sch to study tml!
got dental tml :/ wad colour shall it be?

YAYAY!!! FINALLY it's over!!
wahahahah! h3's over!!
lol..
but i think i'll miss the lecturer and some of the clsmates there..
aiya!
should've exchanged hp numbers.. sian forgot..

went out with mar and lynn today to bugis while ttj rot away in co.
(adeline was playing bridge so she's not counted as rotting)
when we cross the rd to bugis st, it started raining heavily v suddenly la..
walk ard until i felt quite sleepy haha.
then when we walk back from dno where to the bugis main shopping centre, i see this girl carrying balloons and i was staring at her like I WANT THOSE BALLOONS.
but when she asked me, i din take cos i thought it's quite diff to throw it away cos i she bu de..
then this other girl came over and gave us coupon voucher for DONUTS.
lol tt one i immediately kop :P
so did mar and lynn! hahah i din even realise tt the balloons were for donuts until i see the coupon.
we bought one each, lynn bought almond-flavoured, mar bought tiramisu, and i bought CHOC.
we all i ate till my fingers were full of choc..
the donut is like choc cream coated with choc filling..
and when i bite, the filling spills and you get the picture.. -.-
ended up dripping on the floor too.. how unglam ):
then went for dinner and lynn and mar went off for band concert.
ttj abandoned me and went raffles place with them -.-
ingrate..

ok this whole post is getting kind of boring.. even i'm bored.. shall go search for more blogskins!
and co concert this sun!!
LOL
adeline wants SUNflower and her co concert is on SUNday. ok no link.
i'm thinking of buying a bouquet.. but gta share of cos, with sisters of cos!
hahah
force them to share! MUAHAHAHAHHA!
i'm broke T.T *sniff sniff*

had been studying for the past few days.. i think i burned my brain liao..
but if i stop, i'll forget everything,
tt's how i work, i noe.
can't stop now.. zz

those 4 lil words can be quite hurtful..
i dun like it when pple use tt word,
jokingly is ok, but if you seriously meant it, it's hurting..
and i really wasn't pissed, not sure if you're..
sry if i've said anything tt's equally hurtful..
frens?

everyone else who doesn't understand, dao me,
my brain just got burned from studying H3..
and contacts just blur my vision.. T.T no link..

okk.. mar just knew abt that thing.
she wasn't angry or anything, much to our relief.
so now, our part in it is over (actly, it was over a long time ago..)
and it's the start for them :)
all the best to mar!
we're behind you all the way!

went optics ytd, got my eyes checked.
din really differ much but still i got new lenses, gonna collect it on tues :)
tried contacts ytd and today, putting it in is quite easy,
but taking out is the hard part..
esp for my right eye, it blinked ALOT when i tried taking out..
since i can only wear it for progressively longer period of time,
and today is the 2nd day, i'm half blind right now..

studied for h3 test today, progress was quite gd :)
finished more than 1/3 of wad i need to study
just hope tt the following days i'll be as productive!

lol hols just started and i'm studying away.. how sad is tt?
and this post is v v incoherent cos i'm kind of tired right now..
ytd tt optician commented tt my eyes are tired
i totally agree..
like how the dark circles are getting bigger and darker..
and how my eyes totally went bloodshot when i first tried the contacts..
i cried ytd.
from trying on the contacts.. -.-

i realise i can be quite childish :/
it shows in all my gp essays, like i have no depth in my thinking..
then tt day mar told me tt tt guy is mature in his thinking
and i thought abt myself, how shallow i am, i dun even think abt my future..
but the world out there sort of scares me..
all the competition and having to find and build your own career out of nth..
wad if i dun like my job after studying so so much for it?
wouldn't tt be a waste of time?
tt stressed me up cos i have to noe wad i want really really soon..
and to get a scholarship, i not only need to have gd oratorical skills, but also a passion for wadever the scholarship is for, esp when there's a bond to it.
))):
in short, i'm not prepared for my future, time is moving way too fast for me.

confused, scared, worried

photos as promised! (((:

bdae celebs for zhiyi and kahwee!





comp/ camwhore day!


ojang girl teamS 1!! including a scary face + a monkey! XD


ojang girls teamS 2!!


imba golden pair!


celest! our BEST coach!!


presenting, HCTKD comp pple! ((:


ojang girls team with celest!


yo!


monkey-ness SPREADS!!! looks more like a volcano eruption though..


brown + green + blue = black!!


<33 HCTKD!

WE <3 pain, WE live to train! XD

yayee! thanks to all those who sent me good luck wishes today for comp!!
((:

comp was at bedok sports hall, i reached there in like 30 min when i timed an hr for it.. -.-
hahah was complaining to adeline how early i was..
overall, the comp was not bad, though i felt that last yr, the jnr girls aka jieying and gang were much stronger.
the guys' standards are ard the same as our batch's.
we've got 3 golds, dno how many silvers and dno how many bronzes!!
all 3 gold are from snr teams!
indiv maroon - nicole,
indiv blue - junjie and
mixed pair maroon - chris and ivan!
congrats congrats!!
for my team, we got silver, missing the gold by only 0.1
by right, we should feel quite sad and a lil disappointed,
but, like wad mar said, it's our silver, we did it TOGETHER
and tt's wad matters.
no matter wad others say, at the end of the day, we noe that doing our best is the most impt thing, and not the end result.
we went quite crazy after we've finished our pattern.
all of us were like zoning out cos the judges took quite long to display the scores
and when they finally compute it, we immediately bowed and went off the mats.
at that time, we caught a glimpse of our final mark of 7.000 and i think all of us were very very shocked O.O
and the silver still felt quite surreal like it's a dream.. hahah
congrats mar and lynn!!
shall post pics up soon after getting from meiying!

ttj and val came to see us do our pattern!
ttj commented tt we shouted very loudly at the end and tt lynn even took a huge breath b4 'ers'-ing!!! LOL!!!
according to her, lynn face was totally distorted at the last step XP!!
hhaha!

after the comp, we left for bedok central, choosing to walk instead of taking a bus.
i think it's a better choice cos we'd have stinked up the entire bus after sweating for the whole day.. hahaha
ate dinner at this HUGE kfc!
it's imba big can! lol..
had much fun at dinner, joked ard a little with huangrong and gang and the jnrs and laughed alot!
it was great fun!
we totally re-arranged all the tables and chairs at that corner of the kfc LOL!

just now was quite high, but now the exhaustion is starting to set in and my throat is starting to feel very sore cos of all the cheering..
shall rest and catch up with sch wk tml!

mood: great sense of achievement, relieved
(((:

sian today had showcase and i totally screwed it up,
do wrong moves for o jang, have no power, no impact, not impressive and most imptly, i'm like way slower than lynn and mar..
esp for the side kicks.. i think we really really need solid training for like an hour or 2 before the actual comp cos i really need time to warm up and not only do some stretching..
and bedok is DAMN far away.. gna die on mon again.. of exhaustion.. SIAN!!
look on the bright side: it's all gna be over this weekend!
monday most prob going out with val and the rest! (((:

today went for SHAKE MAD dance night!
wah mar and i went at ard 6.40 lidat and alr got pple queuing up to go in alr..
heng i see adeline in front who kindly let me cut her queue!
THANKS A WHOLE BUNCH ADELINE!!!
*muackxx muackxx!*
(i shall let you off for ganging up with cheryl to attack vulnerable me..)
val came late! tsk tsk! later than ttj!! MUAHahahahah i'm trying to spark off another argument btw the 2 of them!

the dances are all damn cool!!!
the first one i din really look at the dance, but rather, the pple dancing.
haha spotted familiar-looking pple and gossiped with mar for quite awhile! hahah LOL
then there's the chinese dances.
WAH kitty totally caught my attention throughout all her dances!!
she's so graceful and she dances so well! my future daughter shall aspire to be like her! X)
lol and saw this cute J1 guy dancing hiphop i think..
and mar thinks tt he looks like tt campus superstar contestant, yu yang..
who is OMG er.. -.-
i immediately disagreed lol..

the J2 hiphop routine is damn cool!
i think One Missed Call and PotLuck are the best dances of the night!
or at least the ones tt i enjoyed the most.
One Missed Call started with HP music! which jiada complained abt and which i'm going to change soon.. haha
i'm not too sure which dance it is, but jiada made an act-cute face onstage during the dance and even transformed into an Indian for awhile LOL!
he seemed quite proud of it when adeline and i pointed it out..
PotLuck is not bad too cos can get to see like BBoy-ers dancing with modern girls using modern moves and stuff.. quite unusual for them to go so 'gentle' hahah!
Newton's Fourth Law oso quite good cos it's coordinated!
i think the part where jiada did his mills was quite imba..
he turned like 3-4 rounds la!
and i thought he could only do 2!
O.o can tell he really put lots of effort into his dance to make it a success.

lol i gave jiada honey stars cereal and a blue star with a card after SHAKE
cos he's the STAR of the night! LOL
i thought it was quite ingenious XP

ok tml no training but i'll be training at home to perfect my side kicks..
shall not do too much or i may just strain myself and cost the others their chance to win..
btw, heard from lynn tt blue belt has no semis, only finals.
this is bad cos i usually performed better during the 2nd round cos first round is just like some warm-up session to let me get used to the setting..
but now dun have tt chance anymore, MUST get sth tt's better than 6th!
hopefully not last can liao.. :P
and we're the first group for the blue belts.. HWAchong wad.. SIAN!!
hahaha

had fun today, shall change my blogskin ltr, going to bathe now
so tt i'll be xiang xiang! :))

wah.. it's been a long time since i last came online/blogged..
lots of stuff happened,
H3 lessons finally ended last thurs!
finished and handed in my lab report!
stayed up late for 3 nights in a row!! today shall be the fourth day! hahaha
had showcase on wed, lynn screwed up ojang, i screwed up yukjang.. SIAN!
going to have ANOTHER showcase ltr at esplanade..
hopefully no one we noe will go there today.. O.o
had chem SPA just now, it was quite easy.
walao abit i need physics SPA's marks more than chem SPA and i think i'll do WAY better for chem.. like duh ahahha
):

i'm gonna change my blogskin soon, i found 2 skins last week but i forgot how they look like alr,
shall change it when i get back tonight! if i come online haha..

comp is in 8 days' time!! GG
i feel so screwed for it.. last yr was like, aiya easy to get the pattern memorised and executed quite nicely, but this yr, i just feel damn unprepared..
sian like all the stuff we did, all our training did not really pay off..
except for tt last training!
we coordinated timing again with the pauses and even got lynn to be FLEXIBLE with her b*** LOL hahah
i think i put the *** is even more obscene-sounding than the actual word..
LOL
i shall leave it as tt XD

tml going for choir concert! and family outing!
and tml's mother's day!!
i'm going out to buy prez ltr..
family outing = FOOD!!! WAHAHAH i'm mum is making this agar agar thing and my bro's making his famous dessert!! i can't wait to eat!
and btw, mar, you're not fat la..
tt day i was unusually light cos i went to run threadmill with ttj wad.. LOL
I should be the one to cut down on eating crap
i just ate a whole packet of peanuts ytd BEFORE going to slp..
and i'm going to eat alot tml again!
you can't be piggier than me! :/
ahhaahha!

choir concert will be like finally a chance to catch up with frens without the comp looming over our heads and to relax after stressing so much over the report (:
and chem SPA too LOL.

die feel like eating again.. shall go munch munch! XP

h3 and fac outing ytd!
h3 was argh! at the beginning..
we were late and tw was even ltr..
he called me during the briefing and i had to run out to answer his call..
so rude of me..
and the reception there is damn bad,
so bad, i thought my sim card spoilt again
haha
but the expt is quite fun cos we get to handle all those quite cool equipment.
accidents of the day: 2 pple poked themselves with the syringe needle, a funnel was broken and so was a thermometer XD
lol the thermometer liq is alcohol so nth dangerous there.
i spilled quite abit of my pdt due to my carelessness and clumsiness LOL
but still got quite abit of ppt left at the end XD
die still gta write the report..
i think i GG liao..
dao for now.

after h3, tw and i took a cab down to vivo $20 in all O.o
i think the chef hat doesn't suit me, or at least i should've done sth to my hair cos it's DAMN messy..
SIAN
the food was not bad but quite little in variety.
i like the sotong and the fish!
esp the fish's sauce! LOL the chilli sauce is good!
hahahha
the mee's not bad too!
lol abit they introed the noms for the fac prince and princess and when they have to take a final bow b4 going off for dinner, ashley and jd alr sneaked out to eat!
heh heh adeline and i saw and we followed!
:P
we're the first 4 in line!
hahahaha
i din take alot but i felt quite full at the end of it cos considerate pple like tw and chensin and jeremy took plates of food for us!
adeline and i reciprocated with plates of fruits!
hahaha
after dinner, they wanted to go out and i was feeling wuite full too so i went with them (:
went arcade while playing pokemon so my orientation is abit off, such tt i forgot where's the exit on my way out :P
watched jd play this shooting game with sensors and this rhythmic game tt's sth like o2jam!
cos all the tiny beads come out in random speeds!!
lol apparently it's cos he put expert hahah..
he failed tt round but he lasted way longer than i would have!
lol
he played again, at an easier mode, and STILL failed, i think the machine's crap cos i thought he did ok, at least enuff to pass.
then we played this blocks/street fighters game hahah and i LOST 2 consecutive games to him.. not counting the previous game i played against the com ):
then we went off to find tw and adeline playing this game tt they dun even noe wad's it abt hahaha.. and they got to the last round!!
LOL we played vitual tennis and once again, i got owned by jd -.-
he told me how to move the joy stick to get the ball to where you want it to go and i just ?huh? hahahah
by the time we returned to the restaurant, all the games have been played and only left with the last 3 pairs for the fac prince and princess..
junior cls din get in!
tsk tsk..
anw, gavin won $80 worth of gatsby voucher! lol i wasn't there but i read it on the jnrs' blog.
when we went home, a few of us walked to the bus stop further up cos the one directly outside is v v full.
we're lucky cos the moment we reached the bus stop, 131 came!
hahah and we get to board the bus first! a few others who were walking down after us came running for the bus! hahaha
heard from tw tt adeline shouted 131! and ran backwards! lol it's quite funny though i din get to see it XD
in the mrt, jiada and tw and adeline cursed the train to break down in between serangoon and kovan -.-
BUT i'm understanding, so i won't blame them for feeling bitter and jealous of me cos i'll reach home faster than any of them XP
heh heh heng the train really din break down :P
wah by the time i reached home, i was DEAD tired. went bathing and managed to stay awake till my hair's reasonably dry b4 slping.
and I WOKE UP AT 1+pm!!! wahahahh!! felt so shuang! woke up just in time to watch samsoon!
sth random: i was just thinking abt how in the show everyone seems to be v close and you really see their feelings showing but behind the scene, they seem to turn into strangers, shaking each other's hands so formally. tsk, goes to show how celebrities are so diff from wad they present to us.

tml there's 5 items!!
tried SBJ ytd and fell -.- on my butt.
thankfully, it doesnt' hurt anymore, but hopefully, tml it doesn't happen again
:/
aiya i sure fail anw ):
doens't matter whether i fail it with grace or not
LOL

FAC OUTING AND H3 LAB ON SAT!!!
things to do b4 tt: find chef hats for the cls by TML
work out number of moles of crap by TML

H3 lab is at NTU and is like from 9 AM to 4 PM?!?!
tt's OMG..
abit the fac outing starts at 6? at habourfront?!
and i thought i'd be able to reach there quite easily from my house..
-.-
sian now i may hv to go there straight from the lab..
shall ask tw if he's going there straight.

wahahh! i started this 'the book of 07S6F!'
then it was modified by adeline into 'the book of 07S6F: sisterhood, random scribbles'
then i added out names to it!
hahah with our respective 'jie's
lol
wrote lots of crap today, including this whole page on h3 tt i wrote during the cls
abt tw ponning lesson and assignment/test we're going to submit/do next thurs.
haha i scared if i dun write inside, i'll forget to tell him :P

tml going temple street to find tt shop tt sells chef hats,
abit weiguo called the manufacturer who sells only in '2 hundred's and not 'twenty's,
and the manufacturer doesn't even noe who he sells all those chef hats tt he produces to..
which means tml's trip may be a wild goose chase.
hope we can find it cos wearing tt, tgt with an apron is quite cool,
but hopefully gavin won't wear tt apron tt he described so vividly to us during break today..
i think he'd be barred from entering XD
i wonder wad we're going to do if we can't find the hats..

learned the yuk jang a few days ago!
and we're so SO GG-fied..
i can't do double knife hand block, which is damn useless considering how it's so damn hard to use force when doing tt block..
and i can't do high turning kick either.. front kick sucks and the weird high knife hand block stance tt always gives us probs..
arghaghaghagha screwed-ified
a new word!
hahaha

did 2.4 on mon, got B.
going to do 5 items on mon, sure G..
GG i mean.

FAC OUTING AND H3 LAB ON SAT!!!
things to do b4 tt: find chef hats for the cls by TML
work out number of moles of crap by TML

H3 lab is at NTU and is like from 9 AM to 4 PM?!?!
tt's OMG..
abit the fac outing starts at 6? at habourfront?!
and i thought i'd be able to reach there quite easily from my house..
-.-
sian now i may hv to go there straight from the lab..
shall ask tw if he's going there straight.

wahahh! i started this 'the book of 07S6F!'
then it was modified by adeline into 'the book of 07S6F: sisterhood, random scribbles'
then i added out names to it!
hahah with our respective 'jie's
lol
wrote lots of crap today, including this whole page on h3 tt i wrote during the cls
abt tw ponning lesson and assignment/test we're going to submit/do next thurs.
haha i scared if i dun write inside, i'll forget to tell him :P

tml going temple street to find tt shop tt sells chef hats,
abit weiguo called the manufacturer who sells only in '2 hundred's and not 'twenty's,
and the manufacturer doesn't even noe who he sells all those chef hats tt he produces to..
which means tml's trip may be a wild goose chase.
hope we can find it cos wearing tt, tgt with an apron is quite cool,
but hopefully gavin won't wear tt apron tt he described so vividly to us during break today..
i think he'd be barred from entering XD
i wonder wad we're going to do if we can't find the hats..

learned the yuk jang a few days ago!
and we're so SO GG-fied..
i can't do double knife hand block, which is damn useless considering how it's so damn hard to use force when doing tt block..
and i can't do high turning kick either.. front kick sucks and the weird high knife hand block stance tt always gives us probs..
arghaghaghagha screwed-ified
a new word!
hahaha

did 2.4 on mon, got B.
going to do 5 items on mon, sure G..
GG i mean.

was damn busy the past week.
even fell sick with fever, flu, cough and sore throat on mon-wed
which is a damn bad timing for me, wad with having to cope with hw tt were due tt week and the test tt weekend.
felt quite stressed up towards the end of the week, when my cough actually worsened..
i'm still coughing now, dno if can make it for 2.4 tml :/
i'm sorry to those whom i've snapped at!
esp lynn, adeline and tingwei..
lynn cos tt time right b4 my H3, we were talking abt sth but i din understand wad she meant then i kind of got irritated and just say i have to go off for H3..
i'm feeling quite bad up till now..
adeline and tingwei for giving them a scare during math tutorial..
i was feeling quite pressurised alr and the tcher still gave us this probability assignment and i totally cannot do it..
then i nearly teared la.. so embarrassing.. but i immediately try to cheer myself up by telling myself tt it's ok, then tt crying-sensation passed and i was ok again..
adeline got quite scare cos i think i was pretty pissed off with myself, then i scared her..
sorry!

had h3 chem test ytd,
totally GG-fied man..
as wad tingwei would say,
actually, tt's wad he really said after the tcher left the clsroom
hahah!
most of us totally screwed up qn 3! irritating synthesis qn..
saw cixin and liwen on my way out,
asked them abt tkd and they say they got cheated, cos kahwee din teach them at all, but was teaching some jang (i heard 'sarm' jang LOL)
then went j8 to meet wei and her frens who are totally twin-like!
same shirt, same bra too i think, cos the shirt was revealing and i sort of see sth.. -.-
and same necklace..
if i were back in sec one, i'd probly think tt it's fun to wear same clothes now i think it's a little AA :P
sth funny tt wei told me:
she smsed her fren who went out with us ytd, eileen, calling her 'honey darling' then her dad smsed back 'ask your mother to call me or else'
then wei's mum called and things got a little confusing b4 the dad realised tt wei's not a guy but a girl.. LOL!!
sth else she told me: eileen told her tt when she wore those clothes she wore ytd and went into the arcade, some guy asked her for her number..
i was like wth? why would you tell sth lidat to your frens?
it's so embarrassing please..
maybe she was proud of it :P
eileen is the kind of girl i'd hate at first sight :P
maybe it's cos she looks quite dao and scheming and like she'd make use of pple and those pple may include wei..
aiya, it's not sth for me to worry abt!

aiyo.. my phone is screwed,
i got it repaired on sunday and it spoilt on tues -.-
SIAN..
luckily the reparation is FOC or else i'll complain!
hahah

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profile
1. name: shu min, sai, polly, panut, gay ++ other rubbish lingyan came up with
2. single or taken: single
3. sex: F
4. birthday: 25 MAR
5. siblings: one elder brother
6. hair color: black, under STRONG sunlight, totally brown
7. eye color: brown
8. shoe size: 5/6
9. height: 165-166
10. any tattoos or piercings: ears

specifics
1. do you do drugs?: nope
2. what shampoo do you use?: pantene/kerasys (alt)
3. what are you most scared of?: loneliness and disappointment
4. who is the last person that called you?: weiwei
5. where do you want to get married?: singapore?
6. how many buddies are online right now?: 18
7. what would you change about yourself?: be more outgoing

favorite(s)
1. color: blue
2. food: all unhealthy food xp
3. boys names: it doesn't matter the name, the char must be good for me to associate it with being my fave
4. girls names: sama sama
5. period in school: one hr breaks!!
6. animals: puppies
7. sports: running long-d and badminton and pingpong

have you ever
1. given anyone a bath?: haha my cousin
2. smoked?: O.o *pukes at the thought*
3. bungee jumped?: *shivers*
4. made yourself throw up?: nope, hate vomiting
5. skinny dipped?: ^^ nope XD
6. ever been in love?: hmm.. maybe JJ and Yan Yalun? no la, nvr
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: i tried, but i can nvr cry at will
8. eaten a lemon in its entirety?: no
9. ran away from home?: no
10. cried when someone died?: no
11. lied?: i tell WHITE lies XP
12. fallen for your best friend?: ya, mar and lynn XD i dao ttj XP
13. been rejected?: ya
14. rejected someone?: ya
15. used someone?: ya, but dun rmb for wad
16. done something you regret?: always

current
clothes: '07 artemis fac shirt, berms
music: none
make-up: none
annoyance: none
smell: sweat? just came home from outside
favorite group: fahrenheit and maybe SHE
desktop picture: Death Note, L and Kira
book youre reading: none, didn't have time till ytd
color of toenails: uncoloured

last person
you touched: i think it means hugged, cousin
hugged: oh. cousin still
you instantmessaged: mar
you yelled at: i wasn't thinking straight hence, i dun rmb
you kissed: no one

are you
open-minded: maybe
arrogant: i think so
insecure: quite frequently so
random: no! i noe pple who are worse than me!
hungry: no.. i just ate a mcflurry and some choc chip cookies..
moody: yes.. i feel fat
organized: no
difficult: no
attractive: no

random
In the morning i am: damn bored
love is: something that can change pple, in both gd and bad ways
I dream about: nth at all. but sometimes, i wake up thinking abt sth, and wondering if it really happened or was it a dream

opposite sex
what do you notice first: hair/face
makes you laugh the most: ? wad makes me laugh the most? i seldom laugh as much as i did in the past..
makes you smile: thinking abt stupid stuff

do you ever
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: ya..
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: YES
wish you were younger?: back to sec sch.. o's no kick! no stress somemore!
cried because someone said something to you?: yes

number
of times i have had my heart broken: dno
of hearts i have broken: er.. none? unless i've hurt pple unintentionally, i won't go break their hearts
of guys ive kissed: none
of girls ive kissed: none
of continents i have lived in: ASIA
of cds i own: ~5

final questions
1. do you like filling these out?: not really, quite sian
2. gold or silver?: platinum XD
3. what was the last movie you watched?: the leap yrs (with mar ^^)
4. favorite cartoon/anime?: deathnote! (all the way up till L died)
5. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: yu pian mi fen (tt's y i felt fat)
6. who would you love being locked in a room with?: frens!
7. could you live without your computer?: for a few weeks yes, but i NEED to blog.. :P
8. would you color your hair?: if i've got white hair b4 i turn 50
9. could you ever get off the computer?: ya, eventually
10. habla espanol?: ??
11. how many people are on your buddy list?: 89
12. Drink Alcohol?: drank some beer and nvr liked it, drank vodka and hmm..
13. Your name spelled backwards?: nimuhs
14. Where were your parents born?: singapore
15. Have you ever moved?: nope
16. What's your Favorite place to go?: hmm.. usually lynn's place!
17. Is your bed is a single, double, Queen or King?: single
18. What's your favorite sport to play?: badminton, pingpong, isn't there a similar qn up there?
19. How many kids do you want?: i dun wish to get pregnant, 3
20. Type of music you dislike most?: tuneless, all rap-pers
21. Colour of your school bag?: mainly black
22. Do you have cable?: nope
23. Favorite 80's song?: none
24. Ever prank call anybody?: haha ya
25. Ever get a parking ticket?: i dun drive
26. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: neither i HATE heights
27. Furthest place you have ever been?: er.. penang?
28. Ever bowl a 300?: ??
29. What's your favorite comic strip?: garfield?
30. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?: ya
31. Bath or Shower?: shower
32. Best movie you've seen in the past month?: L change the WorLd!!
33. Favorite pizza topping?: ham and cheese
34. Beer or ale?: i've only heard of ginger ale, so, beer
35. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: O.o smokers are creative
36. Do you eat skin on chicken?: no HATE it
37. Apple juice or Orange?: apple!!
38. Favorite type of chocolate bar?: dark choc!!
39. Your favorite fruit?: durian, apple, honeydew, seedless grapes..
40. Your favorite vegetable?: all except those tt are weird-looking, weird-coloured and bitter
41. Have you ever won a trophy?: yes! for art, tkd and sports. the sports one is for novelty race in pri sch.. got 3rd somemore
42. Are you a good cook?: haha i wish!
43. Do you know how to pump your own gas?: no car
44. Bought something from an infomercial?: no
45. Is Oprah annoying or great?: great > annoying
46. Ever flex in front of a mirror?: you mean posing? heh heh yes
47. Ever throw up in public?: ya.. hate it
48. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?: finding true love
49. Do you believe in love at first sight?: nope
50. Ever call a 1-900 number?: ya
51. Ever been stood up for a date?: nope
52. Biggest turn off of the opposite sex?: arrogant and rude
53. Ever Been Cheated on?: nope
54. What are the names of all your pets dead and/or alive? nvr given them names
55. Can ex's be friends?: ya, why not?

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went to watch the leap yrs ytd! (courtesy of regina)
with mar of cos!
heh heh, had fun torturing her b4, during and after the movie!
for SOME reason, there's alot of static in vivo ytd :P
the movie is not bad, though it was a little draggy.
ytd is like the last day of the leap yrs and yet, it's still nearly full house!
mar and i had to strain our necks at the 2nd row..
):
but still, i had fun!

was fooled unwittingly ytd by the HP pple lol
they made this sign, DO NOT ENTER THE STAFF TOILET at the lab block cos of some renovation going on.
apparently it signed off as April's Fool and both adeline and i missed it!
hahahah shows how guai we are! XP

LOL i found this random roll of paper in my bag after tkd today
it's from jiada O.o
it's like full of random words written everywhere at first look..
but i managed to read the letter (no thanks to his NICE handwriting LOL)
he gave me this bottle with a shiny piece of chain in it which looks quite jing zhi.
the overall letter and prez are quite 'jiada-ish' and unique and thoughtful,
i appreciate it!

i'm still waiting for xiaomei's prez! XP

yo pics!


the bill! total is $43.00 on the dot!


>< it's not very clear.. the left one says 'kBox sing~' and the right one says 'happy bdae we rock sarang haeyo!'


the left one is the one where we posed '17 and 18' the words are 'sai's bday!'
the right one is where we posed 4C!


the left one says 'cheese!' and the right one says 'kawaii!' cos lynn's wearing a crown!! wahahahh! KAWAII-neh~~
hahahah

tt's all~

fiesta and bdae treat at secret recipe!

ytd lots of things happened!
was too tired ytd so i din come online at all..
shall blog abt it now! (:

went for st nicks fiesta at ard 2 and father barre there was damn hot and stuffy..
and aman pangseh me in not wearing cls tee! >=(
hahah lol
ate lots of stuff ytd, got some jap ice cream, swenson's ice cream, mango pudding and i oso bought this char siew sou thing tt i din eat :P
i felt damn sticky and dirty and stinky throughout the entire fiesta ):
abit i went toilet to clean up a little and the next moment, i'm sticky again
-.-
then we went off to dhoby ghaut to ps for dinner!
i was quite shocked when i heard tt, cos i thought we're going amk hub,
and ps is just plain ex to me..
then when we reached there, val literally pull me over to secret recipe and i was O.o
hahahahah
NOW i noe wad's up..
yay! thanks for the treat!! i had a FULL meal! lol
we ordered penne pasta with turkey ham and loads of cheese, lasagne chicken and chicken cordon bleu which i think is the tastiest! (and duh most ex XP)
then we also rodered brownie walnut, chocolate banana and tiramisu for dessert!
surprisingly, the desserts are more worth the price than the main course.
the main course are like minute? and the lasagne plate is way smaller than the baked rice plate of pasta mania.. lol
but the desserts are damn big, luckily we shared or we won't be able to finish everything..
hahah
shall post the pics of food here!


hahah we polished it off b4 lynn has a chance to take a pic XD it's warm and chocolatey!


chocolate banehna! the fudge reminds me of awfully chocolate's ice cream!


lol forgot to mention tt when we ate the tiramisu, lynn magically pulled out from her mouth this piece of plastic tag tt's quite small but nevertheless, was IN THE CAKE..
lol
she told the waitress abt it and they immediately served us another piece of tiramisu..
but by then we quite sick of it alr :P
the service at secret recipe is not bad la, they even took out the cost of the original tiramisu hahah..

then we went daiso!! my first time there! it's full of rubbishy and useful and weird and old-fashion stuff!!
hahahah so interesting! can spend like hours inside.. but was short of time so i only bought this nail file, hand cream and oil blotter or wadeveryou call tt..
i tried it ytd, not tt good compared to clean and clear, but it has bigger surface and more pieces hahaha..

oh when we're travelling to dhoby ghaut, i rmb us talking abt lynn proposal to mar!
and of cos, i we have to mention my separate affairs with lynn and mar..
i was rejected but val doesn't seem to mind /heh
and we oso talked abt how ttj wore her braces for 3-4 yrs alr and still haven take out while i wore only 1.5 yrs and going to take out liao..
her teeth is as wols as her and mine are as fast as me! XD
i realised tt the entire smugglers have come into contact/worn braces b4!
all of us wore except for aman cos she scared have to pluck out teeth..
hahah and those who took out, all the teeth start to move alr!
TSK TSK see la? dun wanna wear the retainer!
-.-
next time i shall wear it day and night! hahahahah

ok for the next post i shall post the bill and the neos! (:

we're let off at 1230 today!!
had three hours of council intro then break then econs lecture then YAY!! sch's out for the week~
went for cls lunch at btp pizza hut.
ordered student's meal: cream of chicken soup, pepsi and chicken neapolitan pasta
food came at 1330, i finished it at 1340 and reached the bus stop at 1345 then reached sch at 1355!
wah! like rush hour or sth! ahahahhah..
then went over to nygh to sell bmdp stuff..
sales was BAD
imba BAD.
like less than $30 earned from 2 days' selling..
-.-
argh.. nehmind, we're gna sell ice cream i think which will generate WAY more profit than the postcards (:

tml there's st nicks fiesta!!
i'm going grandma house in the morning, then meeting lynn and all at 2!
gna have cls dinner after i think (:
wearing 4C cls tee!!! wahahahha! lol
this shall be a short post and i'll post a looooong one tml!
heh heh..

bdae thanks

a word of thanks to pple who made my day b4/on my bdae (and even after my bdae!)

thanks adeline for the earrings and the card!
thanks lingyan, qiubx, siak, bex, amanda, mar, lynn and ttj for spending the day with me and taking neos to keep for memory sake!
thanks to my family for the fruity cake :P and the bdae song!
thanks regina for the leap years tix!

and a BIG thanks to (in chronological order)
lingyan, ttj, xinru, weiwei, yizhen, val, lynn, caiyun, siow kee, qiubx, wan chien and mar for the sms bdae greetings!!
<3<3 XD
and congrats to mar for being the last to say happy bdae to me on my bdae!
thanks to lingchen, dion and jiada for saying tt on msn after my bdae!
XP
hahahha

THANK YOU (((:

today ytd was my bdae! as you probly noe since the counter has struck zero..
went kbox today with lingyan, qiubx, siak, bex, aman, ttj, mar and lynn!
had a great time singing!! i think i hogged the mic quite abit.. feel a lil guilty :P
sang fahrenheit's songs! though not many.. just a couple..
sang SHE, FIR, JJ Lin, Jay Chou, Fan Yi Chen, Angela Zhang, Mayday, David Tao, Cao Ge and Xu Ruo Xuan, Fan Wei Qi, Xu Ru Yun, some jap songs and probly many other singers' songs tt i can't recall now.
hahah we got damn high after singing sun wu kong and cong shang tian by Mayday!
as we sang, we began to get quite high at the end and lingyan even stood up and danced! er more like jumping up and down.. hahaha
and lynn took a photo of her! JUST when she click the shutter, lingyan looked down and was STARING at the cam! ahahah wad great timing..

then went for dinner at pasta mania, i shared a ham and sausage baked rice with lynn cos we're oso broke.. ):

took neos!!! got a '4C' one and a '17-18' one!
aiya the most funny one is the one with lynn in front! we gave her a crown and she became a princess!!! WAHAHAHHA!
erps and by popular demand, i was given a sai in one of the pics.. and in another, i was wearing it on my head O.o
hahahah hilarious pics!
i'm lucky to get all the 6 pics cos we only have 32 so each person only got 4 designs..
i'll treasure them! and start a collection of neos!! hahahah i'll put them in my wallet! cos since i took them with you all, you all won't be able to laugh at me when you see them in my wallet!
i realised tt the machine took until we have like black pupils for eyes..
abit like ju-on hahahah.. choy choy.. touch wood!

then reach home at ard 10pm and no one else was home yet -.-
so i on the com and only ate my bdae cake slightly after 12 ):
now eating bdae cakes suddenly become like some event that we HAVE to carry out but actually the feeling of celebrating is not really there..
hmm nehmind, got cake for me i happy liao!

mar was the last to wish me happy bdae on my bdae itself,
and jiada wanted to be the first to wish me belated but he's not!
LOL
he was wols in realising tt it's my bdae tt's y he wanna be the first to wish me belated.. hahah

lol ttj just complained tt i din blog today!
i proved her wrong and wrote this within 1 min of her complaining!
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as if.. LOL

blocks this time round is ok screwed,
i dun feel tt screwed for anything other than chem cos i'd think of the other subj and then think of chem and i go," i'm so SO screwed."
hahah it's quite disappointing tt my best science may actually end up being my worst subj(excluding GP of cos) ):
nehmind it's over dao for now (:

went pool today :)
lost all three rounds ):
i wasn't really concentrating for the last game cos we started singing and my mind just floated away.. hahahaha
then we went esplanade!
ate long john's b4 going..
went window shopping at POPCORN and admired the L posters and then went to sit by the Singapore River for awhile..
talked lots of crap heh heh
bin mar yong

"hi i'm yong, bin MAR yong." LOL

and talked lots of other crap tt i cannot recall right now hahaha
then went home after that, i reached home b4 7! ((:
feel damn tired now XP but hair still not dry..
tml going KBox!! with ttj, lynn, mar, aman, lingyan, siak and qiubx!
hhaahah new additions into my KBox gang!
i DUN care i'm going to sing FAHRENHEIT songs, dao qiubx, dao lingyan :P
or else i dun let them sing SHE songs too! hahahah!
gonna eat dinner tgt!
haven decided where, but most prob we're going to eat so much snacks during the KBox session tt we won't feel tt hungry.
i'm looking forward to tml!

JTS on wed.. it's at such a bad day, cos next day got sch..
erps actually our STJ was oso on a sch-day eve hahaah
it's gna be at billy bombers at cine.
i checked out the menu today at the marina sq one and the stuff there ok la, i din really get a gd look.
adeline won't be going cos she'll be celebrating fren's bdae which is one day after mine!
lol
then i like sian ji pua liao.. ):
with me being so dao-looking and unsociable, i think i'll be rotting at a corner during JTS.. hahah maybe i'll sprout mushrooms too!
LOL
i shall ask aman if she going for it, if she go then i consider going hahaah..

time now: 2313, 47 min to my 18th bdae.
hmm.. even though this yr my bdae comes at a very good timing,
i dun really feel anything special abt it..
like it's just another day, only i'm a yr older..
a few weeks ago i still felt abit OLD but now just sad, like resigned to fate tt i'm old..
LOL, just being emotional nowadays..
the logic behind making your bdae such a great deal is just pple are celebrating your existence hahaha..
so it's quite sad for pple who have to spend their bdaes alone, with no one around to celebrate their existence with them..
which is why a single bdae greeting could mean alot to them, even if it's given offhandedly, without much thought put into it..
i guess i'm lucky to have a whole BUNCH of frens who are willing to spend their afternoon with me, who put in an extra thought in buying me prez and who make the effort to say happy bdae :)
lol even though i like to tell pple abt my bdae shamelessly, when the time comes, i'd prefer to be low profile, well, at least for this bdae hahahah..
i think many pple are oso lidat, wanting pple to notice you yet shy away from the attention..
ok tt sounds so AA -.-
i'm NOT AA..

i'm listening to angela zhang's bu xiang dong de now!
lol..

in 10 days, i'm turning 18!
hmm.. a few days ago, when i visited my blog, i felt a sense of.. dno how to describe.. must be the same feeling tt ttj felt tt time..
OLD
sigh~ i think it's not old but a feeling of... loss?
loss of innocence, it's time to grow up, no longer like the childish self i was in the past..
dun really feel like growing up,
after attending the interview skill workshop,
it suddenly felt very real and near, tt i'd be deciding on my career in the future v soon..
tt scares me, cos i still dno wad i'm meant to do.. like wad i'm interested in is not exactly tt useful nor is it wad i'd wanna do in the future..
one thing i suddenly realise i like --> cooking!
hahah not tt i can just go off and take a cooking course and become a chef,
it takes way more than tt to become one, it takes time and skills and most imptly, it takes love and passion for the job..
i think tt is wad really scares me, the lack of passion and love for anything in me..
it's like i dun have the capacity to be more than interested in anything..
in chinese, it's called san fen zhong re du.. ):
nehmind, i shall wait till my bdae is over than i think more abt it..

wad shall we do after math blocks? haha we have 4 days to slack!
i mean 2 to slack, 2 to mug.. hahaha!
(:

ARGH! sim card's spoiled, dun bother calling me haha..

was doing the revision exercises ytd, i totally DIED doing it..
it's difficult like WTH?!
hahahha
and those are all the prelim qns..
meaning i should be glad if i can scrape through prelims.. O.o

suddenly feel that tt big 2.5 game recommended by ttj is fun!
but it's more fun if you play with your frens!
heh heh.. shall have a smugglers' big 2.5 online game soon!

heard from lynn tt we're going kbox after blocks!!
heh heh!! so fun!!
just hope tt i can recover b4 tt..
i wanna go kbox with sisters too! hahah it'd be fun watching jd and tingwei fight over the mike! heh heh maybe i'll join the fight with adeline as my comrade!
lol i sound like we're going to war..
i wanna eat ice cream and durians too!
couldn't eat them now cos of flu+cough..
and my mum just polished off an entire box of durians in my face -.-
argh!!!
lol..

i feel tt i'm getting tired of the songs i'm listening to now..
actually not tired of listening to them, but of singing them..
whenever i hear a new song tt i like, i'll try to figure out the tune so tt i can sing it
but after awhile, i'll get tired of it cos it's like, no kick? LOL
now i'm listening to shou xin de tai yang by angela zhang
cos last time i couldn't get the tune.. i just figured out FINALLY hahaha..
shall listen to more of her songs! they're nice!
hmm.. hope she recover from wadever she's suffering from soon..
(:

i'm thinking of going to get my new sim card tml
cos it's kind of lonely to study without pple to spam smses with, particularly mar hahah!
i think whenever i want to crap, i can just sms her la..
she got so many smses to spare and she's full of crap!!
hahahah!
lol i was just telling her i left only a few smses to last me till 15th and now my sim card is spoiled and i cannot sms.. hahah

go juniors' cls blog watch the vids!

SILENCE! I KEELL YOU!!

lol i'm just spamming this everywhere..

oh my!! i got this email from lynn..

DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE THIS MUCH?
> > A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...
> > Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
> > Guy: No this is fun.
> > Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
> > Guy: Then tell me you love me.
> > Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
> > Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
> > Girl hugs him
> > Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
> > In the paper the next day :( A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one had survived.
> > The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug him one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

i nearly teared after reading.. *sobs* so touching..

argh argh argh.
good news: 26th march's a sch holiday
bad news: i dun get to enjoy it..
supposed to go sell bmdp stuff in NY
sian!!
why straight after my bdae?!
actually, it's straight after bt..
-.-
and they din even tell me.. must've forgotten tt my internet has spoiled..
and i'm supposed to write reflections for saw, drive and fundraising.
i suck at such stuff, like, i wasn't even v sure of wad we're supposed to be doing and i'm supposed to write abt it.
i should've been the treasurer, way easier job, since dun have to collect funds.
sigh~
nehmind

blocks coming soon..
just realised ytd tt we're having tests on mon, tues and wed and then rest for 4 days b4 taking phy on mon.
tt means i dun have to touch phy at all this hols!
and i just spent one whole day reading it ytd.. b4 i read the msg..
-.-
things to study:
chem: org chem, chem eqm, chem bonding, ionic eqm, K_sp
math: graphing, inequalities, P&C, differentiation, integration, differential eqns, vectors [):] and complex numbers
econs: elasticities of dd, oligopoly, monopoly (kinked dd curve and price leadership not included), cost theory (survival of small firms) and all J2 topics excluding unemployment
physics: current of electricity, DC circuit, electric field, waves, superposition, thermal physics, magnetic field/electromagnetism, electromagnetic induction (MCQ)
general paper: dao
hahah!

4th march, L change the WorLd

WAH! it's been 10 days since i last went online.. O.o
tt's long though it doesn't really sound tt long hahaha.
went to watch L change the WorLd with lynn, ttj and mar last tues (4th march)!
we went for a haircut b4 tt, only lynn and i cut, each at $5 only!! woohoo!
hahah
my hair (fringe) quite screwed now, cos the percon din cut the usual slanted way, but the straight-across way.. -.- so it's slightly shorter than i intended it to be.
then went for the movie!
i sat in a lovers' seat with ttj! whahaahah!
*disclaimer* we din hunky-punky in the dark!
LOL
mar dao lynn in the other lovers' seat and put down the handrest! tsk!
the person selling the tickets thought lynn was going to watch with three guys cos she bought all lovers' seats!! wahahahahah!! LOL!
i think we were all quite noisy during the movie, like we kept on commenting,
just like when we were watching the anime!! so fun!!
L was so funny in the show!
he tried to pacify Near by giving him a stick of sweet-stuff
then he tried to comfort Maki by giving her an even LONGER stick of sweet-stuff!
hahah!!
lol and ttj was DAMN amused by the scene where L totally just picked Near up and threw him into the cupboard hahahaha..
i think he forgot tt Near is immune to the virus.. hahaah!
this movie shows L wearing shoes like how pple wear slippers lol and he's always squating somewhere..
and the pink decoy truck!! waahahaha!! it's worst than zs's mum's car lo! hahahah and it has WAY more space!
i esp like the parts where he tried to stretch his body and walk straight,
and then failing to maintain it for long!
ahahahahah!
ok the movie is funny, and the plot is ok, but the link from death note to the plot is quite weak.
it's unclear whether light is still alive in the movie and the part where L wrote in the death note is seriously no link..
i was feeling abit WTH when he did tt -.-
but i guess they just wanna end off the entire series of death note movies with his death.
he died peacefully! :)
one quote from L:'you'll always be Near when someone is saved.'